Whore

weird

2008-06-04T03:10:04Z

so i hadnt posted in like a fucking year, but i keep checking this thing... seems like its time to update.
basically, im addicted to the show weeds. i watch it religiously. unfortunately i only got caught up in this fad a few days ago so i have been glued to my computer watching pirated episodes and wasting my time!!
buuut i've decided to work out while i watch the episodes so i dont become a fat fuck. i've been getting like 10X the exercise i normally get, so it's actually been great for me! not so much sex lately... but lots of cybering with a very dirty, very untouchable guy. details to come about that whole fiasco... and the thing is, it's not that he's untouchable. just that he's taken. i'd love to make it interesting, though.

i'm probably going to us the little bullet from my cock ring (well i keep it for when my boyfriend comes over) to rub on my clit and make me have a quick cum. im a little tense. :)

horrny

2007-10-10T13:07:16Z

i haven't had sex in what seems like three weeks... how does that happen?!

But in two days, I'm putting on my little stockings, hoochie skirt, and stipper-esque mesh half-top. and Nick won't be able to resist ;-)

details later?

mmm i want his thick cock...

pent up and waiting

2007-08-31T23:56:51Z

right now im waiting for some dirty, sexy things to happen to me. nick is almost here... and i can't stop watching my favorite cowgirl porn scene and imagining us fucking that way. very soon :)

Friends Only etc.

2007-08-09T18:21:37Z

I would like someone to explain the purpose of having a "friends only" journal? I mean, if you're going to have a sex journal, you should probably make it somewhat anonymous so your real-life friends can't find you. Chances are, the people who are your "friends" are just other LJ users you don't know, so I'm just not sure of the purpose. Is it just to maximize your feeling of popularity?
Anyway, I've noticed it's become this ridiculous trend on LJ with everyone I used to be friends with, and I'd just like to hear from someone why?

I like sex, I like talking about it, people like to read about it. Why make that private?

Speaking of sex...
Last night, Nick came to my apartment as usual and while we were in the middle of a political discussion (wow, we're so boring sometimes), he reached over and massaged my little pussy with the palm of his hand. Then he pulled away with a sly smile and refused to touch me like that again, even while I was furiously rubbing his cock through his jeans and trying to kiss him. He loves playing hard to get.
Finally, after what seemed like an hour, he slowly reached out, slipped his right hand under my pants and pink panties, and slid it from my hip towards my waiting lips. He kept moving his hand back and forth, never quite reaching my clit, and he did it SO slowly, I was shaking by the time he finally started to go beyond the top of my smoothly shaved skin. He then plunged two fingers into my dripping wet pussy and i moaned so loud from the pleasure of penetration. I am such a whore. He reminded me of this while he fingered me roughly, then gently, while kissing my neck and keeping his throbbing dick out of reach.
I came quickly, and then he got up to leave. He said it's better when you wait for it, kissed me prudely, and left!! I was so frustrated, I got out my giant dildo and ground it into my pussy for some thick penetration relief. When I came two more times, I finally decided it was time to give up, nothing was going to satisy my cock-lust except the real thing. I eventually passed out just before acting upon my impulse to make a booty-call to someone who would give me what i wanted. Probably a good thing because i'm hornier than ever today and am going to make damn sure Nick fucks me, if I have to rape him in the front seat of his car!

this makes me horny: (NOT WORK SAFE)

Changes

2007-08-08T18:18:47Z

I was reviewing my old entries and getting pretty turned on/a little freaked out! i can't believe how much real-life detail i put into those things. If my boyfriend or any of those guys/any of my friends read this, they would immediately know who i was and what i'm really doing behind closed doors. *scary* i think. there's excitement in mystery, so I think I will soon be editing a little of my older entries, just to change things up a little and protect mine and their identities. Everything about my sex life will be true, but names and locations and minute physical details will be changed. But all sexual details will be absolutely accurate, i wouldn't leave you hanging ;-)

I do have to admit, once I started reviewing my Spring Break entry from two years ago, I couldn't help dipping my fingers into my little wet pussy and rubbing my clit, subtly trying to orgasm, while hiding all the action under my desk at work. I think my sweet moans were a little obvious, hehe.

how have i not written since 05???? this is for fishnet_vixen

2007-08-06T21:28:55Z

probably because i haven't been getting any.

well, some, but for the most part disappointing some. i found out mr. mark had been cheating this whole time-- what else is new, EVERY GUY I HAVE EVER DATED cheats. monogamy, as far as i'm concerned, doesn't exist.
which is why i got him back.

probably the best fun i've had this summer was with a naughty military man. those guys are fucking psycho but that definitely translates to a wild time in bed. when i'm not at work, i will most definitely type a detailed description of our steamy, wet, shower fuck. but for now, a preview:

i met this military guy- we'll call him jake (name changed because the following events are real and detailed)- at a club the one night i was absolutely unavailable to take a man home with me. funny thing about it was that earlier the same day, my best friend and i had been at taco bell (yeah, disgusting.) eye-fucking these two army boys and discussing how hot it would be to take the two into the bathroom and ride both of their cocks. We made it pretty clear we were ready and willing, and while the tall, dark and handsome one (i kid you not) returned my eye-fucks, his friend didn't, so we were SOL seeing as it would have only worked out if one of them also wanted to fuck my friend.
anyway, i made a prediction when they walked out-and my predictions are almost always dead-on-that we would most definitely be meeting some army boys and at least making out with them that very night. i pointed out the irony in the situation because we had both just gotten back together with our serious boyfriends that weekend. but like i said, monogamy doesn't exist.
My prediction came true.

Fast-forward to a month later:
I'm with the army boy I met that night in a hotel room overlooking San Diego. I'm naked, dripping wet from skinny dipping in my friend's pool, and pressed up against the clear glass french doors overlooking the city. i'm being eaten out in the most erotic way, with his tattooed arm plunging into my dripping pussy while he laps at my hot clit like a starving man.

It only got better from there...

Finally Fucking Again!

2005-05-31T22:52:03Z

Nick's back! (i changed his name again)
I haven't had much time to update since he's been home... we've been rather, busy. hehe.

We had wild, hot, long, steamy, sex when he got back last week. Neither of us could resist when we saw each other so we drove straight to our usual hotel and got it on. ;-) No intimate details for you about that one. He just made love to me for what seemed like hours. and when he came he didn't pull out, just kept slowly gliding in and out of my steamy, wet slit. It felt so outrageously good. Mmm I'm dripping wet just thinking about it! hehe.

Today he came over to visit with me and we messed around in my old room a lil. I gave him head while my dad was a few rooms down and he came in my mouth so hard, I guess cuz he loved the fact that what we were doing was so naughty. Or it might have been that I was wearing a tiny skirt with my pink ass cheeks peeking out of the bottom and sucking on his cock while looking up at him with my big, green eyes and deep throating him like a good lil girl. :-) I smiled big when I licked my lips clean of his tasty cum. We timed it perfectly because we heard my dad walking down the hall just as he zipped his pants up! I love that feeling of almost getting caught! I made him so horny he tackled me and tried to pull my skirt up and fuck me right there on my bedroom floor but I told him that was lil too risky. So we're waiting to go to our hotel tomorrow and I'll make sure he gets to wildly fuck me until he can't move anymore... then i'll take over and ride him til he passes out!

I'm so glad he's home, my pussy no longer has to rely on my dildos and my multi-speed shower head for pleasure! Hard cock is the perfect thing for a lonely girl :-)

Sexually Deprived... but not for long!

2005-05-12T22:26:05Z

It's sad... I never have time for the damn internet anymore!

No sexual things going on right now though. Nick and I are of course back together and quite happy. (He of course doesn't quite know the explicit details from my previous entry). But anyways, he gets home in a little less than two weeks and after that I will have three months of sexual play to update y'all on! Until then, I'm off to play with my blue vibrator... my new best friend.

Oh, and I almost hooked up with a girl last weekend and ugh I wish I had. Damn, it seems like I'll never get to lick a juicy pussy!

Spring Break update...

2005-04-26T23:34:20Z

Ok I feel really dumb cuz I meant to write a month ago about my Spring Break and kinda neglected my journal for a long time instead!!
I believe I left off right when I was about to describe just what kind of fun my British friend and I had...
After the sexy guy came into my room, I immediately told him to strip, get in my bed, and wait for me there. I jumped in the shower for a quick clean-up (I knew I was getting ready for some heavy-duty touching and wanted to smell/feel sexy). When I got out, I found him in my bed, covers barely over his hard, tan abs and he was only wearing his white Armani boxer-briefs. I jumped in, turned off the light and promptly began making out with him. He flicked my tounge with his with expertise only known to the Brits ;-) My naughty hands soon found his LARGE and very hard cock, and I stroked a lil outside of his boxers, and then took out. I proceeded to give him one of my famous blow jobs. He came pretty soon, and British boys taste yummy I have to say ;-) We made out a lil more, I love the thought of him tasting his salty cum on my wet tounge... And soon he pushed me underneath him and brought his cock in between my big tits. It became slick b/c my tounge had just been on his cock... i made him cum again soon. We slept a lil. I didn't have a condom so no sex :(. Then we made out lots more about 6 in the morning before he had to leave. I never saw him again but damn that night was awesome! haha.

Then, the next day, I left to visit a college. And it turned out to be the biggest slutty week of my life... college is amazing though, i have to say. Anyways, we didn't even go to where i was staying when we got to the city... we ended up stopping at this guy Greg's apartment. And just to my lucky, I walk in and see the GORGEOUS italian-looking boy sitting at the computer. His name's Ben, he was in the Army. My day was made. To add to my excitement, Abercrombie model-lookin Will walked in the room with the third wonderful thing of the night-- BEER.
When I see a boy that I find irresistably sexy, I make it my mission to find a way to get into his pants. And this was going to happen with me and Ben. (Will, while very very hot, was not quite as sexually appealing as Ben). Come to find out, Ben's a huge player. Has had sex with TONS of women... does this bother me? Of course not! I'm looking for a big dick to play with and a lil flirtatious fun. He's perfect.
We all went out to dinner with Greg and his girlfriend. I rode with another of their guy friends (this was the beginning of my game with Ben... first step, act uninterested.) He kept his distance a lil, until we sat across from each other at the table at dinner, and he started in making wise-ass comments about anything I said. (flirtation and interest from him.. hmm time to step it up a notch). I started giving him looks, using just my big eyes to show him what I wanted. You could tell he knew exactly what I planned on happening, and that he definitely wanted it too.
When we got back to Greg's apartment, we drank lots and loooooooots. I played drinking games til I couldn't stand up straight. Took every opportunity to bend over/show Ben my goodies. I was wearing a tiny lil skirt and a top that could easily be unbuttoned. Soon, Ben immediately took advantage of the drunken slut I was. He beckoned me over to the kitchen, where he offered me a shot of Jack. Before I could set the bottle down on the counter. He put his hands behind his neck, brought my face to his and kissed me like no one has kissed me before. (Must be all that previous experience.) He took me into his apartment.. I sat on top of him, kissing him while he coaxed me into removing my bra, leaving my white shirt on so he could see my tight nipples through the shirt. We couldn't do much cuz people kept coming in and out and a friend was supposed to be making sure Nick didn't take advantage of me. HAH. Well, nothing more interesting happened b/c the person i was staying with arrived and ruined the mood. Ben pulled me aside before we left though and said, "I'm going to eat you out tomorrow so you better cum back." *orgasm* How the hell could I refuse?!
The next day, my friend and I dutifully returned to the now-familiar apartments, and I immediately began to drink. Beer is my one true love.

But this time, there were two new guys there. They were Military boys on leave, visiting Ben who was their old buddy from the military. (Ben has served twice oversees-HOT.) Anyways, being the forward girl I am, I couldn't resist flirting with Justin, a verrry sexy, hard-bodied, Hollister-clad sex machine. I shook his hand and made very clear, persistant, suggestive eye contact for over a minute. He knew I wanted him. (This was also yet another tactic to use against Ben... I hugged Ben hello, but I couldn't let him know I'd spent the whole day imagining his tounge running over my clit). Justin flirted with me right away, rubbing up against me etc. I stole his hat from him and he pulled me into the back room to give me another (he said it looked prettier with my eyes AWWW what a line...) And he had me wait while he went to piss. When he came out, he washed his hands, turned around, adjusted my hat, and kissed my forehead! I was like, wow, this guy doesn't waste any time! But it was cute so whatever. Ben came back there and acted like he was looking for something, HAHA, and so we all went back to smoke/drink more.
Ben of course cornered me near the same bathroom later just as I was coming out. He set down his drink, grabbed my waste and pushed me back in, locking the door behind us. He pulled my mouth to his, kissing me deeply, and i couldn't resist reaching out to unhook his pants. I stroked his cock while he fingered me, he had the LONGEST fingers, it felt amazing. And soon I pushed him down so I could suck his cock... I made him cum in my mouth long and hard... he looked so relaxed afterwards. Then he pulled me up, i thought he was done, but he made good on his previous promise of eating me out... He lapped at my clit soo good while his fingers pumped in and out of me. I came so hard, my legs gave out and I sank to the floor... all the while his tounge was still attached to my pussy.
We left, acted like everything was OK and of course had another drink. But I wasn't done yet.
Later, I found myself in the back room with Justin again, this time making out with him. (he claimed I was the best kisser.) Well, the room turned out to be Ben's bedroom, and Ben demanded to have a part in the action. The boys quickly ripped off my pants and threw me on the bed, whipping out their cocks just as fast. My first threesome and I was staggeringly drunk and loving every minute....
The boys alternated their cocks in my mouth, and I kept my hand stroking the one outside of my mouth. They also took turns fingering my lil hole and rubbing my clit. I was moaning all over their dicks. Soon, Justin stuck his finger in my ass, and told me he wanted to sink his big cock in it right away. I just smiled through a mouthful of Ben's wildly large (biggest ive ever seen) dick, and raised my hips in the air, inviting Justin in. Justin got underneath me, and began working on that, while Ben jumped off to find a condom. I was so excited to be double penetrated, I'd fantisized about it for SO LONG.
Ben finally found a condom and slapped it, on, sinking his whole cock into me right away. I'm surprised it fit cuz it was soo big and it had to stretch me out significantly to get in there. He stayed still while Justin worked on getting his cock in my ass with a lil lube Ben had thrown at him. He finally got it in and the fun started. I came five times at least. Ben made out with me while his cock slipped in and out of my tiny, hot pussy and Justin's cock filled my virginal ass. I was in heaven. Of course we forgot to lock the door, my friend walked in.. and we all kept fucking! I couldn't stop, I was feeling so amazing, and Ben just grinned at her and kept pumping away inside of me. I'm still not sure if Justin even noticed. When we were done, Ben took me to the shower, we all got each other cleaned up, and my friend and I left to sleep. She was pretty pissed, but I had just had the best fuck ever so it didn't matter!
That's all really, my Spring Break was awesome... Sorry the entry is SO LONG tho, I realize it's prob. too long for most of you to wade thru but whatever.
Luv ya!

English Boys can fuck!

2005-03-26T18:00:21Z

Sorry it's been SO LONG since I last wrote... i keep getting busier and busier! And that may be due to my incredibly active sex life as of lately! hehehe. Well I just got back from Spring Break and oh my god did I have an amazing time. I took a trip to a big city (sorry, no details about places etc.) in America and umm well there apparently were many British people out and about at that time. So, with my inexplicable fascination with foreigners, I of course had to meet some of these handsome "blokes," lol. First night, I ended up just getting drunk with a few of 'em, they weren't all that cute, but they were rich so they bought me tons of shots and that was amazing... I was SOOO "pissed" as they say in England. hehe. Anyways, the next few nights I didn't really have all that much fun, we went too many places during the day so I crashed at night... but the last night I was there, I met one of the HOTTEST guys I have EVER seen in my life. No joke, he was amazing. He had these aquamarine eyes, kinda dirty, darkish blonde hair, he was like 6'2 or something (I'm only 5'2...) and he was half-Italian, half-British, so he had an olive-tinted skin tone and these rock hard pecs and a flat gorgeous six pack. He had really broad shoulders and all so he was thin but pretty toned, it was orgasmic. Plus his legs weren't chicken legs like most skinny guys have.. they were perfectly built, and not too much nasty hair! (I really hate body hair...) And, um, when I finally got his "pants" off (pants are underwear in england), I found out that he had an ENORMOUS cock! It was hilarious cuz I just pulled him out of the hall when I was on the way to my room and was just like, so do you want to spend the night? I'd been hanging with his "mates" earlier but i hadn't met him yet, but I could just tell it was an opportunity I shouldn't pass up! We spent about 7 amazing hours in my bed til I had to get up and fly home the next morning. That boy had some sexy ass moves I never even thought possible!! I'll give more sex details in a later entry... gotta finish telling my Spring Break sex exploits.
So the next week, I went to visit my friend's college. She was back in school, spring break was over, for her anyway. The first night we go over to this guy Ben's... SHIT I gotta leave for some family stuff. I'll finish the second half, and more exciting part, of my Spring Break fun when I get back... :-)

I love Bush so F you. :-)

2005-03-02T23:55:03Z

*This post is entirely unsexual... sorry for those of you who are probably sighing and skipping over this entry now...*
I've been having somewhat of a political disagreement with glamour_junky and touchmeplease because they are both very openly anti-Bush. And they're also Canadian... Don't get me wrong, I LOVE Canadians. Being Canadian is incredibly hot (except in some cases). But when Canadians insult my President, I get pissed. I just thought I'd share part of what was said and how I responded... and I'd also like to add: UGH!

**TouchMePlease wrote this in response to one of my previous comments:
That's the saddest thing I have ever read. Please stop getting all of your information from georgewbush.com, or wherever it's coming from, because you've been terribly blinded to the whole truth.
I don't consider myself a liberal. In fact, on a few issues, you are clearly more liberal than I am. Let me spell this out for you in a way that maybe you can understand:

1. I support my TROOPS, not someone else's WAR.
2. I support a woman's right to chose what happens to HER BODY reproductively speaking. I will NEVER bow to the opinion of a MAN, who is incapable of REPRODUCING. The reality is, there are VERY FEW late term abortions performed in the US every year. This is Bush's attempt to start eating away at Roe V. Wade.
3. You're happy little theory that God intended marriage to be 1 man 1 woman is great- unless you consider that NOT EVERYBODY IN AMERICA IS A CHRISTIAN. And did you forget about SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE?. Go ahead then and toss Christianity onto everyone. I can't think of a better way to prommote Christianity.
4. Public school funding is almost non-existant at the moment, and if memory serves, that was the one thing that Bush PROMISED not to take funding from. Well guess what, he lied about that too!

And just out of curiosity, is it OK with you that something like 19 of those terrorist on 9/11 were Saudis, and the Bush family is so in bed with the Saudi Royal family that his administration ignored that? How about Haliburton, Enron, Bush's knowledge of steroid use when he owned the Texas Rangers, letting George Tennet resigns and telling us wwhat a wonder job he did when the bastard should have been thrown in prison, mispronounciation of Abu Graib on national televison, his inabilty to name political leaders in CANADA....

How do you, as a Bush supporter, see past ANY of that???

**I wrote this in response:
I don't need to get my information from georgewbush.com. I educate myself of the events going on in this world from a variety of sources because you can't believe half of it anyway. I am in no way "blinded to the whole truth." I live with two liberal parents who give me their side of the story every single night, and yet I continuously shoot them down in debates because my arguements are based on FACT and not idealistic, anti-Bush views. The main thing driving liberals these days is hate for Bush, not solutions on how to make things better. So perhaps you should consider this, unless it's over your head...
It's hypocrisy to say you "support" the troops but not the war. The troops are fighting in and for this war, and many of them believe in it. It's an insult to them and their cause when people like you hatefully discredit what they're so bravely doing overseas.
I don't see the significance of your declaration that you will never bow to the opinion of a man, who's incapable of reproducing? George W does not single-handedly write and pass these bills. You would not be submitting to HIS will by being subjected to a law against late term abortions. Yes, women should be able to choose what happens to their bodies. They can choose whether or not to whore themselves out. And if they make the mistake of getting pregnant along the way, they should terminate the baby early enough, before it becomes a true murder. Do you really want to see a seven month year old baby being churned up in a plastic tube, its flesh torn into bits and thrown into a garbage bag... all because its mother was too much of an immature little whore to "take care of" her pregnancy in earlier months? Bush is trying to pass a HUMANE law that should be being practiced now, without due legislation, if any woman had an ounce of human decency! Your liberal conspiracies that Bush is using the law to break down Roe vs. Wade doesn't mean anything to me. The case was settled on giving abortion at any time, yet the court case raised questions as to whether or not it was humane to abort babies in the third trimester. Bush, if anything, is somewhat expanding on that law and trying to eliminate the small, yet myopic, percent of women who actually do have abortions in that latter period.
I really don't care that not everyone in America is a Christian. I have many friends of many different religions, and I don't discriminate against that. But you must remember that my country, America, was FOUNDED on CHRISTIANITY. The settlers came for religious freedom from persecution, yet they were either Protestant or Catholic for the most part, meaning they were Christians. Just because America does not discriminate or opress those of other religions, does NOT mean that Christianity isn't the dominant religion in this country. As far as separation of church and state, it may be a good idea to keep the government from becoming too involved with religion, but that doesn't concern my religious belief as far as the institution of marriage. I can't, and won't, support gay marriage. As you've clearly seen, many Us citizens agree with me. It goes against all morals and principles I've been raised on, and I'd like to continue living without that degree of insubordinance to God.
As far as Bush funding public schools... he is funding those who effectively test and educate their students. He refuses to fund ineffective schools that are not doing their jobs as far as educating their students. He's giving that money to kids in private schools who need that extra push. That's a very logical plan considering it challenges all public school to raise their standards and BE BETTER. I'm not sure if you're aware, but public schools have been VERY bad in the past, and by putting extra pressure on them, Bush is creating a better learning environment for future students. He is reforming the education system, but apparently you can't see the effectiveness of his legislation.
You've obviously been watching Farenheit... OK, so 19 terrorists were Saudis. What do you propose to do about that? Would you like to bomb Saudi Arabia? If Kerry had become President, that certainly wouldn't have happened because US sovreignty would be in the hands of the UN, who would keep us completely out of world affairs and not allow us to war with any of these other terrorist countries. Just because there was a handful of terrorists from one nation does NOT mean that every citizen of that nation is a terrorist. If that was so, you're basically implying that we should punish and persecute not only the Saudis, but all Saudis living here in America. We're taking our War on Terror one step at a time, and right now we're creating a democracy in Iraq which was previously under a fascist dictator. As far as your comments on Haliburton, Enron, and steroid use... Let me ask you, what about Rawanda, the first World Trade Center bombing, Clinton's pot use, his affairs and his lack of morality. And your attack on W's speech is the most ridiculous of your observations thus far. First of all, you spelled it incorrectly (Abu GHRAIB). Secondly, I've heard dozens of news anchors, television personalities and friends mispronounce the Abu name, and yet the only one who is unintelligent due to that mistake, is of course the ever-insulted Bush. And lol, I'd like to see you document your accusation of his inability to name political leaders in Canada... I'd also like you see you prove the significance... I don't know ANYONE who could name political leaders in Canada because, frankly, it's entirely irrelevant to the US at this point in time. Our foreign affairs do not concern you, and our relations with you are fine. There are bigger issues on the table than the ability to tick off on your fingers the officials in Canada. How much do you yourself know about Canadian politics, I'd be interested to know...?

Nick!!

2005-02-19T21:05:36Z

GOOD NEWS! Nick came home for my b-day! Oooo we had the best time ever last night! I don't have time to go into details because he's waiting to meet me for a late lunch and some raunchy sex... but here's a pic he took last night :-).

Party! New Pics...

2005-02-18T00:47:07Z

I just wrote this long ass entry and my comp froze... go figure. Basically, it's my birthday next week and I started celebrating last night... My friends and I went to a sex store, got slutted up in everything we could think of, and went out for a long, dirty night. I don't feel like re-typing all the events.. I'll fill in all of that later. Basically, we hit lots of popular clubs in town and they surprised me with a special trip to the best strip club around! :-)
I changed my icon to a pic of me being a huge slut up on stage at one of the clubs. I got up there with the DJ and flashed like the entire place with my lil tiny shredded skirt! (My friend cut it up even more for me before we went out!)

I need dick!

2005-02-13T19:21:19Z

Valentine's Day kinda sucks... I guess I wouldn't say that if Nick was here to fuck me 20 different ways until I couldn't walk anymore... but he's not. I'm alone, with my toys and a soaked pussy.
I watched a decent porn last night. It's called "Swing and Swap (volume 17)" It's actually pretty old, but I didn't care, it was the only thing left in the house I hadn't seen 10 thousand times! Anyways, the best scene is when the blonde guy with the huge dick is fucking a brunette while a blonde is under them, fucking herself with a dildo, licking the girls pussy and the guys balls. I've seen that type of scene a billion times but wow, last night I came all over the place thinking about doing that exact thing. (me being the girl getting fucked, of course).
I guess I'm depressed about the whole thing though, because it was like 3 in the morning on Sunday and I was alone, cumming with my sweet vibrating toys... It's ok when I choose to do that, even if Nick is 10 minutes away, but when he's 10 states away... It's just not the same. God I wish I wasn't so faithful, because I would have my head buried in a friend's pussy and I'd have a massive cock stroking in and out of my tight, waiting cunt. Ahh! So frustrating!

Dildos

2005-02-02T23:51:10Z

I'm naked and furiously fucking myself with a giant, gorgeous, slick blue dildo. It's one of those that's a vibrating g-spot stimulator with a small attachment that fiddles with your clit while the shaft is buried up in your wet pussy.... MMMMmmmmmm it feels good!

Cumming is such a wonderful feeling...

Saying Bye...

2005-01-17T17:47:22Z

I feel bad, I've neglected my sex journal for a very, very long time... sorry everyone! I just haven't had the heart to write, nor the material! Nick left me earlier this month, he's back at school in... well, let's pretend it's Virginia. (I don't feel the need to give out that kind of personal information on my sex journal, you only read this for the trashy talk anyway, not the specific details!)
But for the sake of keeping you all up on my sex life, I'll tell you about the last day we were together...
He took me out to our favorite restaurant that morning and although he's usually pretty stingy about showing a lot of affection in public, he was constantly running his hand up my thigh and kissing me, teasing me etc. I'd like to think it was because I was dressed pretty sexy for him (I wanted to give him something to remember) but I'm sure he was just horny as fuck anyway.
We rushed out of the place pretty quick, because although we were hungry... food is so not a substitute for satisfying sex. It was funny because when we got back to his apartment, my heart was pounding when I was standing outside waiting for him to unlock the door. I felt like I had the first time he'd brought me there... the first time we had sex... and I was giddy as hell (and also dripping wet!).
Once we got in, he slammed the door and immediately started to unbuckle his belt. I had to lock the door cuz he was so busy stripping, he didn't have time for anything else. haha my baby was oh-so eager, just the way I like it! I grabbed his hand and had him tripping over his pulled-down pants, all the way to the bedroom. Then I took off my top (I wasn't wearing a bra) and although he was already pretty hard, his dick just stood at attention! I licked my lips to tease him a little... it's so much fun to see the look of frustration/lust that comes into his eyes. And then I plunged down to devour his cock. I love sucking it so much, it's huge and such a challenge for me to deep throat but I push myself every time so that I can feel his full length in my mouth and feel his hot, sticky cum shoot down my throat. It was much better than the pancakes I had earlier! I flicked my tounge across his "special spot" on the head of his huge cock and he jerked and came in my mouth and even a lil on my cheek. MMmm good :-).
I was wearing a garter and stockings under my cute lil skirt, just the way he likes. I made him un-zip my skirt so that he could get his own good view of my bare-crotched self! (I didn't wear my panties with the garter). That drove him up the wall, he licked my clit for a few minutes until I couldn't stand up anymore, so he stood up, picked me up by my hips, and ground me on his cock a lil, before lying me down on his bed. I had him pull off his t-shirt so he was completely naked-that way I could touch his chest and play with his nipples. While I was busy toying with them, he lifted my hips a lil, just enough to wrap my legs around him. He moved his hips around to find my opening (don't like to brag, but it's really tight ;->) and then he slid into me.
I love the way it feels when he first enters me, my flesh tingles and I absolutely melt into his arms every time.
This time, he started out long and slow with hard thrusts at the end, enough to tantalize my g-spot. We kissed while we made love and god it was amazing. He even was able to kiss down my neck and suck my tits while he was thrusting in and out of me, I don't know where that boy gets his coordination but damn it's good! Since he loves being on top and in control, I let him this time... I didn't care all that much for riding him that day anyway, it was easier to be completely close to him while in missionary position and mmm the way his cock was stimulating my clit and g-spot at the same time, I wasn't about to change anything!
I felt him tense up before he came, his arms were wrapped around me and he pulled me close like he was hugging me, and I felt his cock do a mini-jump inside of me, which made my pussy contract around his dick. We came together... It was absolutely amazing!
He pulled out and we washed up a little, but he only put his boxers back on and I still had my garter/stockings on and didn't have any panties to add to the mix... we just layed down and held each other until we both fell asleep. I woke him up by playing with his cock a lil bit later (he LOVES that!). We made love again and again for about 4 hours on-and-off, and then we had to get dressed to take him to the airport.
The rest isn't sexual, it's really sad and I don't want to relive having to really say good-bye when I dropped him off... but, for the next few months I'll only have phone sex stories and past sexual stories to share w/ everyone cuz Mark is gone! :(. I know, it sucks huh? OH well, when he gets back we'll have to fuck hard to make up for lost time! ;)
xoxo!

Tounge Action

2004-12-20T00:10:06Z

I'm sad right now cuz the B/f just left... but I'm not sad about what we did :) Sometimes I think I must over-sex him! But then again there's no such thing as too much sex... just too little!
But... Nick came over today to hang out with me, we actually weren't planning on messing around because my parents were home. We thought we'd just have a normal afternoon, watch movies or whatever. But, as usual, when we're around each other we just can't stop touching! We were in the middle of Runaway Jury when he slid his hand over my thigh and just rested it there. Whenever he does that I get that hot, shivery, excited feeling all over my body. He kept inching his hand inwards and upwards so that his fingertips were just barely brushing the crotch of my jeans. I kept whispering for him to stop because I hadn't locked the door to the entertainment room where we were watching the movie. But he always gets this cute devilish look on his face when he does something naughty like that, and so he just started rubbing hard on my pussy. He wiggled his middle finger and since he knows me so well, he placed it exactly over my clit and my opening so his palm massaged my clit while he finger-fucked me outside of my jeans... By that time I was in absolute pieces. I was panting and biting my lip and just writhing around under his hands. He got that possessed look in his eye and pushed me down, crawling over me so he could plunge his hand into the front of my jeans. He only put his middle finger into me but he wiggled the tip inside of me so that it hit against my g-spot and I started bucking under him, moaning kinda load. He put his hand over my mouth and that immediately made me so horny (I love it when he's just a lil rough sometimes, it excited me A LOT!). When he took his hand away I begged him to eat me out. He never really has before, he told me he doesn't like it... but I was soaking wet and needed to cum. It was either that or him stickin his cock in me and we didn't have protection. So he hesitated but I could tell he was feeling really sexy today so he went for it. I started getting a little worried because he had to pull my jeans down to my knees and I knew if we got caught now there was no way to cover it up... but I couldn't stop him!
His tounge is SO AMAZING. I was seeing stars when he started flicking it over my clit and fucking me with it. Normally it's hard for me to have an orgasm when he's fingering me and sometimes when we're having sex.. but this time I came so hard and fast. Every muscle in my body clenched up and I arched my back while my pussy muscles pulsated over his still working tounge. MMM God i love that boy! hehe. When we finished, he kissed me. He didn't even take the time to pull up my pants or anything, because he wanted me to taste myself on his tounge. I felt like cumming again when he and I were kissing passionately like that and I could taste my sweet cum... mmm. I think I need to play with myself again just thinking about it. Of course, though, my mom walked in about 5 minutes later... my pants were up and we were just sitting there with our arms around each other so it was ok. I felt bad, though, because I couldn't take care of him and he was rock hard! Oh well.. tomorrow he promised me we would have some loud, sloppy sex and use some sex toys to make it interesting!
Wow that was a long entry and god it made me horny! :)hehe. I thought I'd use my eating out buddy icon cuz that's what I did today!! wooohoo!
xoxo.

New Pics

2004-12-17T17:04:57Z

I got new user pics yesterday! I felt like finally having a lil icon so ppl at least recognize me in their friends sections! Hope you like the pics! ;)
I'm on the phone with Nick right now... he's describing what he wants to do to me tonight. We're going to a hotel downtown because it's our six month anniversary. He already booked this gorgeous room that has an in-room jacuzzi AND sauna! We also have one of those giant ass honeymooner beds and he's ordering champagne and chocolate covered strawberries for later. (my parents would flip a shit if they knew, but hey it's nice to do things like this, it makes me feel more like marrying him and less guilty for having naughty thoughts about eating girls out! hehe).
But it's hard to type, talk, and play with myself all at the same time... so I'll have to cut this short.

xoxo

Paid Account?

2004-12-15T23:38:52Z

Ok so I'm quite annoyed... I tried to load pics on here but it won't let me do it the way i want to. All because I don't have a paid account. So who is amazing and wants to upgrade me? I could find a wonderful way to re-pay the lovely gesture, you'll just have to name it. (and no it can't have anything to do with a physical meeting/phone call etc.).

Anyways... No sex for me today. I had to actually do some studying. Mark was sad but I plan on giving him head later, it makes him happy! Speak of the devil, he just showed up so I guess I gotta go. He says hi to all my horny readers ;).

Girls!

2004-12-14T20:54:15Z

I'm sexually frustrated right now. It's not because of Nick... he's doing just great in the sex department, and masturbation is always a friend whenever I'm here alone, but right now... I really want a GIRL! I've never done much with girls besides making out and just that, as many of you must know, is not enough. I think it's because so many of my girl friends are really conservative. They would never think of doing things with me, they have their boyfriends and fiances etc. who keep them happy. And I would probably be so uncomfortable doing things with them, I just don't know where else to find a girl to play with! NO that is not an invitation to IM me and try and meet me... I'm just venting my lack of lesbian activity. Maybe when I move to Florida I'll be able to vamp up my girl-on-girl action since I hear the lesbians there and hot and plentiful. Nick would be so upset if he knew, though, because he's really not into the lesbian stuff, although I'm sure if I ate a girl out in front of him, his dick would be rock hard for a month. Anyways, I'm getting wet just thinking about it and I need to go get myself off with my showerhead again before Nick comes over for some extra play time (we had some this morning, but not enough!). I like to get off once before he gets here because then my pussy is extra wet and I can cum more easily. He likes it too (he moans more/tells me how good it feels inside me) hehehe. :)
xoxo everyone

Best Day Ever...

2004-12-10T21:47:13Z

So much sex, so little time... I've been really busy lately studying and having some serious play time with Nick :) I've been neglecting my journal, though, so sorry for all you expectantly horny readers!
Yesterday I took the day off of work so that I could spend the entire day with Nick... I felt like we'd just been going out a lot and hadn't had a lot of "us" time-so I fixed that with a nice looong relaxing day of fucking and fun!
I showed up at his house in my new lingerie from Vicky's- a black, lacey see-through corset-type one-piece, it has small triangle pieces of cloth over my tits and the middle covers my waist, the bottom is a cut-out "v" with a little bit of cloth over my pussy, it's a thong in the back and there are only two thin straps that criss-cross back there. It comes with a slinky garter belt and I already have my black lace stockings. I wore all of it underneath my new long pink jacket... he's obsessed with that look so I thought I'd surprise him! I wore my big, thick porn-star black heels to top off the whole kinky outfit. I also brought lube, massage oils, my favorite "fucking" CD and my new clit vibrator...
Needless to say, Nick was EXCITED when I got there! He picked me up and fucked me right there on his living room couch before I'd even said five words, The only thing he took off of my was my coat and he just shoved the bottom part of my corset to the side so that he could pound his cock into me. I knew it was gonna be an awesome day...
Later, he and I took a bath together- he has this jacuzzi at his place and omg the jets are fucking heaven on that thing so it was my special request. He loves seeing me orgasm to the water pressure, though, so he didn't mind. While we were in there, I brought out these massage oils I found that are supposed to make your man extremely horny (not that he wasn't already) but it worked SO WELL! He was hard pretty much the rest of the day after that... we had sloppy sex in the jacuzzi tub before he pulled me out to have his way with me on the cold tile floor. It wasn't cold when we were done, though...
I never got a chance to use my CD, but when he finally gave me a chance to breath, I put on my clit vibrator and we went to his bed where he slide in and out of my really slowly, but he thrust so hard I nearly came every single time... mmm I'm so wet just thinking about it.
Anyways, we spent the night together afterwards, we were both too damn tired to move, eat, do anything! And so I'm incredibly sore today, but it was definitly worth it... I'm going over there in about an hour and we'll see if that bad boy is up for round 2!
I'm off to look at some hot porn now and play with my pussy. I'll probably go use my showerhead afterwards (god that thing gives me body-shaking orgasms, it's GREAT!!). Leave me sexy messages... esp. if ur a hot girl playing with her pussy too ;)

Fucking is wonderful

2004-12-04T00:08:57Z

It's been TOO long since I've written in my slut journal! I'm sitting here in my see-through black thong from Vicky's (Victoria's Secret) with my matching pink/black lace garter belt attached to my favorite sexy fishnet stockings and my hott Playboy heels. (they have lil silver bunnies on the straps!). I'm getting ready for a night on the town with Mark but i thought I could sit here and play with my wet pussy before I had to get dressed. I think I'm obsessed with being naked... just sitting around in sexy lingerie touching myself is the most surprisingly pleasing thing!
My nipples are so hard... I don't think it's because it's cold outside though. I'm thinking about later tonight, after Mark and I get back from some sweaty, sexual touching/grinding at the club... he'll bring me back to his place so he can peel my clothes back to find his hot lil surprise underneath. Mmm god until last week it had been so long since I'd felt his hard cock between my legs and now I can't stop thinking about it! We were in the car last night and I made him finger me while I drove around... I was dripping wet and moaning but I didn't care, I just wanted to feel his heat between my thighs! I had to stop so we could climb in the backseat for me to ride his bulging cock. I think I know why he loves me :). I found that lil secret place where we can park for a quickie, about a year ago, and we almost always use it when he's here in town! Sometimes a girl's just gotta have some dick :)
Ok, I need to go put some clothes and sexy make-up on before my sexy man gets here. Just think... while you're reading this, I'm probably flat on my back, head back, mouth open, moaning and writhing while a huge dick is sliding in and out of my tight pussy. hehe :)

Mmm Cock

2004-11-25T03:22:58Z

I'm a cock whore. In case you hadn't figured it out yet... I love dick. Any way I can get it. My first desire, obviously, is to get screwed until I can't move my legs, but I also have a secret obsession with giving head. Feeling a huge, pulsing cock in my mouth while I slide my tounge up and down it and look into the guy's glazed-over eyes is the sexiest thing in the fuckin world. And I go insane over guys whos dicks make a noticeable jerk when they cum in my mouth- it makes me feel like I've sucked them soo good that they don't have any control anymore. I've spent years perfecting my technique so when I went down on him the load moan that escaped his mouth let me know he was in absolute heaven.
I'm such a lil cock slut that I even read a sex book about sucking dick so that I could do it like all the sexy porn stars and make guys' eyes roll into the back of their heads when my hot little mouth bobbed up and down on their dicks. That book taught me a lot... like the secret spot on the underside of the penis where the head meets the shaft... one flick of ur tounge over that is like a flick of a tounge over a girls red hot clit, it's magic. And it's especially good if you do that right after gently sucking on their balls-enough that it doesn't tickle, lightly so it doesn't hurt. If it's done right, you barely even need to suck their dick, they'll just shoot their hot cum all over the place. But I like to swallow it best so I always give Nick's bulging dick attention. :)
God I'm so fucking horny. I'm sitting here fingering my dripping pussy and counting the minutes until Nick's cock'll replace my damned small fingers. I really do need that dildo... a good one with clit stimulation, everyone knows all I need is one rub on the clit and I'm lost to the world. I'd fuck the shit out of anyone who rubbed my clit, anytime, anywhere. MMmm I'm such a horny lil slut and I love it. Well, I'm off to finish the job I started with my fingers... (running the pulsing shower water over your clit can really do the job!) byebye :-)

First Entry

2004-11-23T23:35:00Z

My first entry in my slut journal! I feel naughty already ;) I'm actually really excited because I haven't had sex in about a month and Mark (my boyfriend) is coming home this week to fuck my brains out! The last time we had sex was in a hotel which was OK but I hate doing it in those places because you can't sit around, watch TV, and play with each other afterwards, it's pretty much fuck and leave. Or fuck, sleep a lil, fuck again, and leave. But God I'm craving his cock right now... surprisingly enough I've only ever had sex with one other guy (I'm a huge dick-sucker tho, hehe). He was my first and I was... well, really young let's say! Not TOO young, just a lil young slut! The other guy's dick was absolutely HUGE and mm he used to take me in more positions than you can imagine! The first time he plunged his thick cock into me doggy style and from then on we had the most amazing sex for hours on end... on the table, the floor, different hot positions on the couch AND in the shower (which I definitely recommend to everyone)! Nick and I really only do it in bed and missionary or doggy style, but it's actually a little better with him. He lasts longer and actually treats me like a person, although he does spank me sometimes which i LOVE while I'm getting pounded with his sexy dick! Hopefully I'll get a pussy full of cum this weekend when he gets here!
Well I'm off to play with myself, I'm sad cuz I don't have any dildos to stick up my oozing wet pussy but hopefully I'll find satisfaction in my fingers. Nick promised to take me to the store and get me a combo dildo/vibrator when he gets back-he knows I love having my pussy full so he's gonna take care of me! *licks lips*